Woke up this morning on a mission. I jumped up out of bed and went for a three mile run. Felt amazing! Think I’m gonna start running every morning like I used to. Its time I focus on what I want and really put forth the effort to change my image. I usually get horrible cravings around this time of the month which totally sucks. I need to fight off these unhealthy cravings nd stick to my plan.
I neeeed to be perfect by summer… No matter what I have to do I will be amazing by summer.
i def need to lose at least like ten more lbs. not for anyone but myself. i feel huge and disgusting. i hate it. i feel like everytime my boyfriend holds me he is holding a ton of fat.
gross..i kno…
Ppl can b soo annoying!
I am so sick of hearing people tell me that I look fine. When I look in the mirror all i can see are the parts that need somwork. I hate my thighs i hate my arms i hate my belly…i just hate my body. people telling me i look fine just annoys me and makes me mad. why lie to make me feel better. i dont even care what others think of me. i want to be happy with myself. inside and out. and truth is that i really hate who i am. i hate when i see people who are just so happy, i envy that..i want that. but i will not be happy until i am the size i want to be. i just feel disgusting…eww
FML
